Sunday, 28 February 2010

I'm sick!!

Fever + sore throat!!
Headache...urgh! ;'<

Saturday, 27 February 2010

Sat

Mood:happy chappy me

Reasons:

1) Joey stayed over at my hse last nite and we yak yak yak till 5am n cont. this
morning till noon.

2) Paid a visit to un.chew (my beloved sifu,someone who inspires my life).

3) Went to a salon. *pan leng leng* oH Btw,do you believe in ♥ at 1st sight?
maybe..maybe not
tEEhEE (*:

Friday, 26 February 2010

There's a few drafts that I've not posted bcoz I didn't have the guts to do so earlier.
But now, it doesn't really matter anymore and i dont think he will giv a damn to what I've written in my blog,so below is one of them.

Over you??

Listening to dis song => Daughtry - Over You
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,


It pains my heart when

he ignores my messages,

when he talks to another gal,

when he walks pass me like I'm a total stranger,

n when he pretends like he cannot see me even though i was just standing right in front of him.

BUT..Hah...Today,when i got to know that he has fallen for another person,

at that very moment,

I feel as if my heart has stop beating,

as if I've stop breathing,

yet i was surprised tat there's

no heartache

no pain

no tears

does it mean tat I've totally got over him?

or is it just my own delusion?


This wasn't very long ago, but the feelings I'm having when I read it now is vy different compared to when i wrote it.
Silly me (*:

Thursday, 25 February 2010

Life goes on

Had a tiring day in uni today. At nite i went out to hav a drink(+maggie goreng ;'( dear tummy,im sowee) wif my frens,simon,tyrael,andrew n his gf,jia fung at ghanny. Today i'd come across a very nice narrative essay and a very meaningful poem in today's Star. They are written by two talented youngsters whose names are Ivory Sim who is 16 n Fidelia Chan who is 19.

The title of the story by Ivory Sim is "Blue, blue sky". It is about a young boy who had lost his father in an accident. He wrote a letter to his late father to tell him how much he misses him, the time n things they'd done together when he was still alive, how his mum is coping with his departure, life goes on eventhough he is not there anymore, he promised him that he will take care of the family bcoz he is the man of the hse now,n he won't disappoint him. He understands a lot of things even at such a tender age. It's a very touching short story n I wonder is it based on a true story.I like it reli much..simple yet nice :*)

The poem, on the other hand is called
Broken friendship

It's nothing I've felt in ages,
Reflecting how it once bloomed,
You thought a dove had dawned,
And so, counted the blossoms.

Water sweeps at the feet,
And is withdrawn back into the ocean,
The sand was once golden,
It gleams no more, but is dull and grey,
The cloth once with its majesty,
Now torn, and glamour gone.

A baby turtle hatches,
But small is its chance of survival,
Eagerly watched by vultures,
All that is left is a broken shell.

That rose that once bloomed,
Once red now hath withered,
Its petals lie everywhere,
Radiance and beauty lost,
How do you mend a broken heart?
Or erase words in book?

Time has passed,
Dust has settled,
One day all will be reviewed again,
The sole and solemn past.

By Fidelia Chan

Idk whether this is a good poem or is it beautifully written in bombastic words, but all I know is that this poem is very meaningful and what she has written is so very true. Have you ever experienced being in a friendship with a breach existed in it? Have you experienced ur fren is so near to you, stood next to you but you can feel that you are totally losing him/her n you hav nothing to talk to him/her bcoz you are so tired of the ignorance n the cold shoulder that person is giving you n you are not looking at each other anymore and seems like da friendship gonna end soon but there's nothing you can do to mend it? Have you had all these feelings b4? Im not emo,just feel that she makes some points in her poem. Dont u agree with me,readers? (:

Monday, 22 February 2010

Sucky sucky day indeed!

Today is da day when a vy dear fren of mine,someone like a bro to me is leaving M'sia for Auckland. T_T
Feel vy heavy hearted dis morning when i rang him up. Tears were rolling down from my cheek when i heard his voice. Didn't expect I'll shed a tear for his departure because everything was still ok and under control when i met him yesterday.

P.S: I wish that I've spent more time with u when u were still in Ipoh. Feel bad that sometimes I've taken u for granted and said no when u asked me out for a drink or for kai kai.Reli hope tat u were just joking when u said that u r not coming back here for 3 yrs.Gonna miss u vy much when u are not here. =(

Sunday, 31 January 2010

@oldtown.
wif rita..n yee kheng joined us a few hours later.
Chilling n catching up.
It's asphyxiating bcoz the man n woman sitting at a table next to us,smoking non stop! +_+
feeling:a lil blue

Friday, 15 January 2010

Random

Had heaps of fun wif Rita yesterday n da stay over was totally a blast! We slept at 5a.m when she finally said.."i beh tahan liao la jia yee
..i need to sleep d..my eyes can barely open d"haha
Listening to
Richard Marx's Right Here Waiting..I like da lyrics..it is so sad yet sweet (:

Right Her Waiting Lyrics
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I though would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' CrAzY

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' cRaZy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

P/S: Here's a quote from the movie we watched yesterday "Tiger Woo Hoo",everyday is a special day when we spent it with the ones we love ♥